about the dork running things

hihi! i'm nicole | violet (she/her). people on the internet will most likely refer to me as violet, while nicole is reserved for irl/close friends. i'm a girl trying to make sense of the world. i spend a lot of time on the computer and outside, so who knows; you might find me hanging out just where ever.
when i'm in my room rotting away, i play a variety of games and find myself going through a rotation of colony/city builders (rimworld, cities skylines), automation (factorio, minecraft modded), final fantasy xiv online, and plenty of other games here and there (spt-tarkov, counter strike 2, project zomboid). i've always found it difficult to stick to one single video game for longer than a couple months at a time; i lose interest rather quickly and just want to try everything i can.
aside from video games, i like messing with fl studio, blender/sfm, getting lost down scp or wiki articles, drawing, and writing. i also play the guitar (chords only, tbh), sing (awfully), and play piano (barely). oh, and i've got a demon cat that loves to jumpscare me every morning. her name is luna
omg luna !!! so cuuuuuuute!



i suffer from anxiety and unmedicated adhd. a lot of my hobbies are all over the place in frequency as a result, and i find myself journalling in bursts rather than in a consistent manner. hope you choose to stick around for the defeats and triumphs.